visual diary 59 _ just burn the maps and go
somewhere in france on the train, february 2011
amboise, france, march 2011
paris, view from centre pompidou on a rainy day, march 2011
paris, view from le printemps on a sunny day, march 2011
oh how i miss traveling – i am so glad that in the summer i will visit beloved places and explore new ones. i am not sure if i will make it to paris – but i would love to. it is something magic about this city. i am spellbound since i first saw the lights sparkling on the horizon. maybe it is also because it was the first place were i went on my own (and i was enjoying every minute of it). but i am also happy to go back to this place called home which i miss so much. surrounded by people i love.
it’s been a year now since i am living in this state of transition without setteling. knowing that i will leave soon the place where i am at the moment. when i arrived here in london everything was so new and shining. i was excited about living here. as the months passed on living here became routine (still i am exploring lovely places). i did never feel displaced or like that. but it doesn’t feel like a home either.
in my diaries i am collecting sentences that capture things in a way – i would never be able to say it so – but i am feeling related. i am going the share the ones that crossed my path in the last weeks.
if i discover within myself a desire which no experience in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that i was made for another world.
i dream. sometimes i think that’s the only right thing to do.
love is divine only and difficult always.
love isn’t something you feel. it’s something you do. if the person you’re with doesn’t want it, do yourself a favour and save it for someone who does.
nate (six feet under)
live in the sunshine. swim in the sea. drink the wild air.
ralph waldo emerson
marian – only our hearts to loose is an amazing album about love. wonderful, sensitive lyrics capturing so many shades of feeling_s interwoven with interesting and lovely built electronic beats.