visual diary 104 // at stop

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visual diary 98 // mapping desire_s

* because it is still a political act to show your (naked) body on your own terms as a female*/queer.

// the care of self _ a visual exploration of relations between bodies and work

thanks to slig and frie for their help and inspiration. a few related thoughts on neoliberalism and bodies here.

visual diary 76 _ me gusta volver

                          every place has its own feeling… barcelona feels so flowing and alive. full of trees, clear light and shadows. it’s like the people are dancing with each other in the streets. i like being here. barcelona makes my mind feel wide and … Continue reading

visual diary 71 _ star girls and sailor dreams (stories from the sea)

once upon a time

visual diary 70 _ take my hand and let us run away

1_ flying in circles (notre-dame /paris) / 2_ i can see something you can’t see (palais de tokio /paris) / 3_ remembering the smell (paris) /4_ naked you (centre pompidou /paris) /5_ escape the city (vienna) / 6_ silence is gold (museumsquartier /vienna) today it’s the second anniversary of another visual diary – a very … Continue reading

visual diary 68 _ queers bash back

1 _ queers bash back _ queer zine fest london 2012 2 _ read queer zines _ queer zine fest london 2012 / queer zine archive 3 & 4 _ shape and situate project _ queer zine fest london 2012 5 & 6 _ last bad reputation party 7 _  on the streets after midnight … Continue reading

visual diary 64 _ missing before leaving

east-london. there are places that change you and you’re meeting people who will touch your heart. london was one of these places for me though it was hard at the beginning to find my place there. i wasn’t feeling like a stranger but sometimes what surrounded me seemed strange. but without me recognizing it things … Continue reading

visual diary 59 _ just burn the maps and go

somewhere in france on the train, february 2011 amboise, france, march 2011 paris, view from centre pompidou on a rainy day, march 2011 paris, view from le printemps on a sunny day, march 2011 …….. oh how i miss traveling – i am so glad that in the summer i will visit beloved places and … Continue reading

visual diary 58 _ i move in closer

these are stills from my filmexperiment ‘i move in closer’ i move in closer is the first filmexperiment i ever did. i like doing films. in this piece i connected performance, photography and film. … another visual diary is a bit sleeping these weeks. but it will wake up soon. life is keeping me busy … Continue reading

on unstable grounds _ an essay about lesbian and queer identities I

  February is LGBT history month here in the UK and I thought I would participate by sharing an essay about lesbian and queer identities with you. Today I will introduce you to the topic, give you a general overview of ideas about sexuality and identity in queer theory and about lesbian identities in the … Continue reading

the other

_touch _ family portrait 1 _ family portrait 2 _ metamorphose 1 _ metamorphose 2 _ cut _deconstruction of the glace 1 _ deconstruction of the glace 2

transformation

transformation this series of collage is inspired by the idea that identities are not something natural or essential. moreover they are constructed, fluid and changing, mutidimensional and complex, sometimes inconsistent, in the state of an everlasting transformation. i also want to question how we read images. none of these images can be read as a … Continue reading

visual diary 57 _ love and other catastrophes

_ when i’m confused about my gender _ i always watch tv _ with love from paris _ ewe and me _ possible past _ where our lovestory ended _ hold me i found these and decided to put them here. it’s very different from what i do now. i will post pictures of my … Continue reading

visual diary 55 _ theres a light that never goes out

looceedee _ nip it in the bud pj harvey _ the garden last weekend i saw pj harvey ❥at royal albert hall … although it was very different from what i expected she was really impressing. fragile and strong in one. after the concert i saw these beautiful glowing trees… so magic. i’m spellbound by … Continue reading

visual diary 53 _ even in the night

visual diary 45 _ a tea with virginia woolf

_ paranoid paradise queer:film:festival leipzig o11 started seven weeks of queer film interventions and much more in leipzig ~ programme: 9.6.// east/west – sex & politics / lene-voigt-park 16.6. // too much pussy! feminist sluts in the queer x show / rosental 23.6. // female trouble / uni innenhof 30.6. // el último verano de … Continue reading

this is a manifesto for dreamers

this is a manifesto for dreamers. we’re living in a world full of things that should be changed. discrimination against people because they are different, not usual (whatever usual is), is a everyday-everywhere-problem sometimes it seems like capitalism is the only paradigm in these times and the question of how to produce more and more … Continue reading

visual diary 39_ timeless_zeitlos_de toujours

dresden dolls : bad habit

visual diary 29 _ speechless/sprachlos/muette

visual diary part 28 – lovely

this monument is in new york. there’s a small park – just this monument, a few trees and bench. nothing more. it’s dedicated to this women. the inscription says that this women died by the break-up of the titanic. her husband (or financè) donated this place to remember her, his love. i nearly finished reading … Continue reading

visual diary part 24 – ghosts

  .                                           radiohead: kid a einstürzende neubauten: sehnsucht i was really touched by the poem i am by Georgina Ontiveros-Ruiz

visual diary part 18 – everything in its right place

i love travelling, the sound of the closing train doors, the space of the landscape, the moving pictures out of the window, big cloudsculptures, tiny little streets and houses, letting my mind wander, just – the  feeling of moving from somewhere to somewhere else, seeing things the first time (for me things places even people … Continue reading

visual diary 8 – verletzbarkeiten (vulnerabilities)

pj harvey – the devil radiohead – wish away the nightmare (jingsaw falling into place)

visual diary part 6 – break pearl necklaces

rebel girl

bikini kill – rebel girl

visual diary part 5 – what comes on my mind when i think about you

when i was eight years old i started writing a diary just to have a space to keep my thoughts, secrets and anger. i wrote very irregular. looking at these pages today i would say: it was more a valve than a structered way to documente what was going on. between fourteen and eighteen writing … Continue reading

visual diary part 3 – when i’m not here i’m there (birds)

yesterday i sat with a friend at this cafe close to the libary. we looked out of the window and suddenly there they were – a sky full of black crows. it’s the same every evening, you can sit at the libary and watch the covey of all this crows. it’s fascinating and a little … Continue reading

visual diary part 1 – they built me a sunset I don’t know where

this is the first entry. I’m glad starting this blog after so many weeks of thinking about it. you know these words by hermann hesse: “und jedem anfang wohnt ein zauber inne”? (you can find the whole poem here) right at the moment I feel a little bit like this. there are so many ideas … Continue reading

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