this post deals with losing people you love. The People You Love Become Ghosts Inside You, And Like This You Keep Them Alive. last friday was another birthday of my grandfather he could never celebrate. the years are passing. memories get lost. but there are certain reminders. for example a small pink note from him … Read more
“We have to create, it is the only thing louder than destruction.” Andrea Gibson “Often when I imagine you your wholeness cascades into many shapes. You run like a herd of luminous deer and I am dark, I am forest.” Rainer Maria Rilke, The Book of Hours I
dear strangers and friends this is the 100th post! yay! i am overwhelmed and happy to see how another visual diary has been growing over all the time. thank you for reading / being here. it’s all about sharing stories, places and feelings. i feel like it’s a good place to put all this. scrolling … Read more
these days are so full i hardly find the time to sleep enough. most days are so long and full of activities – after such days i am so happy to finally enter my room and fall in my bed and escape in a book before i fall asleep to wake up early and start … Read more
a lot of places i’ve visited are on my mind lately. i escape the ongoing winter here in my head. last year in march and april i longboarded a lot in london. there was spring - i did enjoy it so much. here is a piece i wrote one year ago for my zine momo … Read more
cross the line with lovely creatures. sala de fiestas. stars were shooting across the sky. how it felt like, the doubled mind. on rainy days the streets are ours. no tengo palabras. liberation, in thoughts. street art in barcelona february 2013 i’ve been cutting moons.
thanks to slig and frie for their help and inspiration. a few related thoughts on neoliberalism and bodies here.
every place has its own feeling… barcelona feels so flowing and alive. full of trees, clear light and shadows. it’s like the people are dancing with each other in the streets. i like being here. barcelona makes my mind feel wide and free. it feels like a city where you want to write a book … Read more
there are these points in time where the magic happens and i want to embrace them, fell them, be wide awake, keep them close.
vienna, august 2012 a few weeks ago i realized that another visual diary is nearly pure escapism. it’s the place where i put memories, so often dreaming about going on new adventures. it’s so much about the seaside, freedom, beauty, travelling, exploring what surrounds me and utopia. of course that’s not what my life is … Read more
1_ flying in circles (notre-dame /paris) / 2_ i can see something you can’t see (palais de tokio /paris) / 3_ remembering the smell (paris) /4_ naked you (centre pompidou /paris) /5_ escape the city (vienna) / 6_ silence is gold (museumsquartier /vienna) today it’s the second anniversary of another visual diary – a very … Read more
there have been certain things that motivated me in the first place to start another visual diary, i found lots of old pictures i took at the beginning of another visual diary, some of them even before i started. at the end of january it will be two years that i am keeping this diary. … Read more
1 _ queers bash back _ queer zine fest london 2012 2 _ read queer zines _ queer zine fest london 2012 / queer zine archive 3 & 4 _ shape and situate project _ queer zine fest london 2012 5 & 6 _ last bad reputation party 7 _ on the streets after midnight … Read more
zines are small self-published booklets. you can do them on your own or as a collective. i got in touch with zines three years ago and after reading my first one i started imedialty to work on one – it seemed to be the perfect place to put all these feelings, thoughts as well as … Read more
i am sitting at the window of a starship; watching the eternity.