an essay on creativity and writing // 4 years of another visual diary <3

today is another birthday of another visual diary. since nearly half a decade (sounds impressive… ummm) i am writing this diary. wow. a big thank you to you readers from (nearly) all over the world! and also to all these wonderful people in my life who support and inspire me in so many different ways … Continue reading

where i end and you begin // some thoughts on relationships and freedom

london, june 2012 where i end and you begin is the most important space for a relationship of whatever kind. i have been thinking a lot about this expression lately. more than two years ago i wrote MOMO 2 and despite my expectations it seems like a lot of people were interested in these thoughts. … Continue reading

visual diary 84 // between _here and t_here

 between here and t_here i conquered days nights days nights. and i remembered so many things… _ fragility _ reflections _ patterns _ dancing _truth _ the streets call _ there’s a light that never goes out   _ my hands hurt because i’ve been cutting moons.

visual diary 83 _ fund.stücke / found.pieces from berlin

// call for submissions for a zine about self-love & self-care- find more information here // // beautiful tattoos by murdered skin // // the hidden treasures…  // // … next to you // //boys like boys – girls like girls / love is love and always wins // // queer wagenplatz schwarzer kanal / berlin … Continue reading

// back / play / forward / p a u s e

my dear readers and friends as you might recognized i don’t post new stuff these days. i have a lot of work to do and prefer to spend the free time i have at the lake / at my roof top / with my friends / reading. i will be back latest when summer ends. … Continue reading

visual diary 69 _ don’t stop to explore

there have been certain things that motivated me in the first place to start another visual diary, i found lots of old pictures i took at the beginning of another visual diary, some of them even before i started. at the end of january it will be two years that i am keeping this diary. … Continue reading

visual diary 68 _ queers bash back

1 _ queers bash back _ queer zine fest london 2012 2 _ read queer zines _ queer zine fest london 2012 / queer zine archive 3 & 4 _ shape and situate project _ queer zine fest london 2012 5 & 6 _ last bad reputation party 7 _  on the streets after midnight … Continue reading

travelling to imaginary places _ review zinefest berlin 2012 & an encouragement to make zines

zines are small self-published booklets. you can do them on your own or as a collective. i got in touch with zines three years ago and after reading my first one i started imedialty to work on one – it seemed to be the perfect place to put all these feelings, thoughts as well as … Continue reading

no love lost _ a zine about love // the way à deux is only half thus far.

i am currently working on a my personal zine MOMO 2 this issue will be called no love lost. a zine about love, relationships and freedom. i finished the texts three months ago but i couldn’t find the time and the mood to put everything together. and it is something so personal, however hard i … Continue reading

while we were dreaming _ a photo-essay about the production of a zine

resist normative images is a zine about how to organize a queer diy film festival. winter 2o1o a group of people started to meet and organize the queer film festival paranoid paradise # 2 in leipzig / germany. in june and july 2o11 we screened films in public spaces in leipzig. starting with a lovely … Continue reading

transformation

transformation this series of collage is inspired by the idea that identities are not something natural or essential. moreover they are constructed, fluid and changing, mutidimensional and complex, sometimes inconsistent, in the state of an everlasting transformation. i also want to question how we read images. none of these images can be read as a … Continue reading

slutwalks, my body & and a few thoughts about sexuality 1

1 slutwalk after wonderful slutwalks in berlin (see this video)  and in other german cities slutwalt leipzig will take place – 15th of october 011 / start: 1 pm connewitz kreuz. soliparty / 30th of september solibar/focke . web here.  join! being at slutwalk berlin was a good experience. the important point for me about … Continue reading

visual diary 46 _ space

two turnining points for me: going for the first time to a squat & going the first time to a ladyfest, meeting all the people there &  experience that kind of freedom. places as space for idea, people, special atmosphere & creativity are so important – free space just for creating a little utopia, doing … Continue reading

visual diary 43 _ i’m not

… and my heart is a revolutionary cell. le tigre_ we took the bomp (deceptacon)

visual diary 41_in_between

_ in between: __ bodies “You will want to know: How did we get used to things? What happend to our memories? Did Calliope have to die in order to make room for Cal? To all these questions I offer the same truism: it’s amazing what you can get used to. After I returned from … Continue reading

visual diary 40_ treasure chest

i still have problems with my hands, but my fingers prickle ’cause there’re so many things to write about, to share… here comes a little treasure chest full of glittering and colourful murmer. you just have to click  & explore. _ there are ongoing zine and magazineprojects you can join: ~ berlin femme mafia wants … Continue reading

visual diary 34 _ au revoir/stories from the city _ one

paris in spring is amazing. i spent ten days in paris. ten days with my new camera diana mini. and today i picked the first photos up. my paris – here it begins. ♥ one of my favourite places in paris: centre pompidou. a center for culture and especial modern arts in the heart of … Continue reading

revolution grrrl style now!

i don’t want flowers …. i don’t want a piece of the cake… … i want the whole bakery. … i want equal pay. … i want more women artistas. … i want a world without sexism. (and so much more) REVOLUTION GRRRL STYLE NOW! further: manifesto of the riot grrrls information about & collection … Continue reading

visual diary part 26 – herzkammer heim (chamber of the heart home)

  you really need to watch this video and listen to this wonderful song by einstürzende neubauten: stella maris. and if you want to hear something faster, you should listen to this great female band called trophy wife. and merci beaucoup for nearly 1250 views.   translation: wozu verführt uns gewöhnlichkeit, mechanik: whatfore usualness, mechanism … Continue reading

visual diary part 24 – ghosts

  .                                           radiohead: kid a einstürzende neubauten: sehnsucht i was really touched by the poem i am by Georgina Ontiveros-Ruiz

visual diary part 14 – sometimes it’s hard to let go what touched us / visual diary part 15 – let go and move on

 

visual diary part 6 – break pearl necklaces

rebel girl

bikini kill – rebel girl

visual diary part 5 – what comes on my mind when i think about you

when i was eight years old i started writing a diary just to have a space to keep my thoughts, secrets and anger. i wrote very irregular. looking at these pages today i would say: it was more a valve than a structered way to documente what was going on. between fourteen and eighteen writing … Continue reading

visual diary part 4 – utopia

i wish more days like these. waking up in my sun flooded room, walking into friends, spending time with them instead of working, having a great vegan dinner, looking in the mirror saying i love you, doing something i’ve never done before, milling around in the city, taking stupid pictures, laughing and screaming. my personal … Continue reading

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